Temple Square -

Every year I go on a date to temple square. Its my absolute favorite date to go on (if you exclude puddle jumping and mudwrestling types where you cant exactly plan it). This year I went with Jiffy Lube/Jiff/Devere/Micheal/etc. On the way up, we screamed country songs at the top of our lungs; he even put a cowboy hat on and serenated me to Tim McGraw's Something Like That. Yup, my heart melted!! haha. When we got there we walked around holding hands like a cute wittle couple, and snapped a few pics. On the way home, I got up the nerve to ask him what we were, where we were going, and what he thought about me possibly moving. I got the perfect answers, which was just what I needed. Tonight was perfect; I've never felt more "in love".

We're pretty dang cute, right?? :)

10 Lyrics -

Warning

This post is most likely gonna have no organization to it; brace yourself.

I packed a cooler and a change of clothes, lets jump and see how far it goes,

you got my heart and your daddy's boat and we've got all night to make it float,

we could sit on a shore or we could just be friends.... or we could jump in!!

The whole world could change in a minute, just one kiss could stop it spinning... We could think it thru

But I dont want to if you dont want to

Sugarland

You got your hands up, youre rockin' in my truck, you got the radio on, youre singing EVERY song

Im set on cruise control, im slowly losing hold of everthing ive got, youre looking so damn hot

and I dont know what road we're on or where we've been from staring at you girl

all I know is I dont want this night to end!!

Luke Bryan

He said "I know that youre afraid, and I am too; but you'll never be alone I'll promise you"

When your weak, I'll be strong

When you let go, I'll hold on

When you need to cry, I swear that I'll be there to dry your eyes

When you feel lose, and scared to death, like you cant take one more step

Just take my hand, together we can do it

I'm gonna love you thru it!!

And when this road gets too long, I'll be the rock you lean on

Just take my hand, together we can to this...

I'm gonna love you thru it.

Martina McBride

Here's how it goes

Boy meets girl, girl leaves boy

Thats all I know, all I've done, all my life

Cause thru out my history, I've only been with jerks who couldnt take it

But you see the picket fense, the swing on the front porch, with us two on it

When I believe that nothing lasts forever, you stay with me keeping us together

And make me feel like I never ever want to give you up

Til now, I've always been a quitter

Carrie Underwood

There's still a burn mark on that oak branch that hangs over the river

I still got the scar, from swinging out a little too far

There aint a corner of this hallowed ground, that we aint laughed or cried on

Its where we loved, lived, and learned real life stuff

Its everything we're made of

It sure left its mark on us

We sure left our mark on it

We let the world know we were here, thru everything we did

We laid a lot of memories down

Like tattoos on this town

Jason Aldean

Yeah, somedays its a bitch, its a bummer

We need a rock n' roll show in the summer

to let the music take us away, take our minds to a better place

Where we feel that sense of freedom

Leave our worries behind, we dont need them

All we need is a sunny day, and an old tailgate

and we'll escape reality

Yeah sometimes life aint all that its cracked up to be

So lets take a chance and live this fantasy

Cause everybody needs to break free from reality

Kenny Chesney

I said remember this feeling, I passed the pictures around

Of all the years that we stood there on the sidelines wishing for right now

We are the kings and the queens, you traded your baseball cap for a crown

And they gave us our trophies, and we held them up for our town

And the cynics were outraged, screaming "this is absurd"

Cause for a moment a band of theives and ripped up jeans got to rule the world

Long live the walls that crashed thru

and how the kingdom lights shined just for me and you

I was screaming long live all the magic we made

bring on all the pretenders, im not afraid

Long live all the mountains we moved

I had the time of my life fighting dragons with you

I was screaming long live, that look on your face

And bring on all the pretenders one day

we will be remembered

Hold on, just spinning around

Confetti falls to the ground

May these memories break our fall

Can you take a moment, promise me this

That you'll stand by me forever, but if God forbid fate should step in

And force us into a goodbye, if you have children someday

When they point to the pictures, please tell them my name

Tell them how the crowds went wild

Tell them how I hope they shine

Taylor Swift

I remember someone old once said to me that lies will lock you up, with truth the only key

I was comfortable and warm inside my shell

I couldnt see this place could soon become my hell

So is it better to tell and hurt or lie to save their face

I guess the answer is just dont do it in the first place

I know I'm not deserving of your trust from you right now

But if by chance you change your mind, you know I will not let you down

Cause we were the special two, and we'll be again.

Missy Higgins

You see the smile thats on my mouth

Its hiding the words that dont come out

All of our friends who think that I'm blessed

They dont know my head is a mess

No they dont know who I really am

And they dont know what I've been thru like you do

I was made for you

All of these lines across my face

Tell you the story of who I am

So many stories of where I've been

And how I got to where I am

Oh, but these stories dont mean anything, when you've got no one to tell them to

Its true, I was made for you

Brandi Carlile

Its hard to find the perfect time to say something you know is going to change everything

Living with the shame, it aint nothing like the pain that I saw on her face

Now me and my pile of things that she threw out the window drowning next to me

No seven years ago can hide the one night I forgot to where that ring

So let it rain, let it pour if she dont love me anymore

Let it come down on me, let it come down on me

Every word, let it hurt even more than I deserve

Let if come down on me, let it come down on me

Let it rain

David Nail

Torn -

I am torn between two choices that I know could both bring heartache, but could also bring much happiness.

Choice one - I have found my prince charming. I love everything about him. (well with the exception of his lame drunk gal friends always calling and wanting sex). He is so sweet and caring of my feelings. He respects my personal values and limits. He gives me butterflies everytime he flashes that P.E.R.F.E.C.T smile of his. He calls me randomly just because he misses hearing my voice. He leaves me "I just wanted to call and tell you how beautiful you are, and let you know how much I adore you" voicemails. He drives to where ever I am just to spend his 20 spare minutes holding me. He has a great sense of humor. My parents are fans. He lets me pick Disney movies over his car movies on our lazy nights. He wears a cowboy hat. He has a soft side and even lets me see/hear it. One of his favorite songs is a song that reminds me of Maddie (and I cant help but LOVE that that is a connection). He plays screamo just to laugh at my reaction. He is so outgoing and my friends think he is great. He is more humble than anyone I know. He is so dang attractive it makes my knees weak ;). He spends a lot of time with family. He introduced me to his family our second date, and I love them. When I hear love songs, I cant help but smile, daydream, and think of him. He listens to country. He lets me call him Devere (the name he goes by), Micheal (his first name), Jiff, and Jiffy Lube. He is the first guy that I have ever thought "I could really love him" while we are dating... I could go on for hours...

or there is choice two - (let me start off by saying, I'm not even sure if I will be wanted/accepted for this chioce) My aunt is in terrible condition. All I do is think about ways I can help her; take the kids out for some fun, help with the restaurant, help start the new restaurant, clean, help my aunt get stronger, etc.. She is not my biggest fan due to some unfortunate events in our lives, but it honestly only makes me love her more. She saved me from a life that was harmful to me and lost respect from some people by doing so. I think of her as my hero. I look up to her everyday of my life. I've gone thru phases where I hated her for not letting me back into her life for a choice I made, where I cried every night because of what I put her thru, and where I am grateful that she put her happiness before mine after making such a big sacrifice for me. The whole reason I decided to go into the medical field is because I wanted to know how to help her more. I miss her kids, and I miss her husband. Its not that I want everyone to love me... Its that I want to help save her for her saving me. I would drop EVERY SINGLE part of my life to go live with her and be there for her in anyway needs be. I love her soooooo much; I wish she could see what I've gone thru and how much I've grown. Tarah, I am forever in debt to you, just give me a chance to fulfill that debt.

Im waiting to see what prince charming wants us to be before I leave my life here. If he cares enough, I'll make a new plan. If he doesnt, I might just end it so things will be easier when I (hopefully) leave to help my aunt. Choices.. Choices... Choices...

Advice??